*Bleahz*
Royally screwed up at work. Don't know if i'm more pissed with anyone but myself. Obviously it was the wrong thing to do but i just up and did it - and it backfired to become a royal pain in the ass. Haiz... It's simply not my day.
Lately things seem to prefer travelling on a downward spiral. Or is it just me making it seem that way? So tired of the endless frustration and backstabbing - perceived or otherwise - that nothing can be taken at face-value any more.
Stop smiling at me with that "cat got a canary in the mouth" look. I'm really trying super hard not to "lose it" in front of you. There's nothing to be so cocky about. Perhaps it's that we are too similiar that i'm able to see you for what you are while the others are still so trusting towards you. Sorry, there are just traits that I will not, can not and shall not tolerate. And you, my dear, happen to personify them. I'm not fooled and it's in my nature to always call a spade a spade.
But for now let's play it your way, for the adage - it's easier to catch flies with sugar rather than vinegar - is working in your favour so far.
It's a competitive streak in us acting up, i know. Just don't expect me to accept it.
Listening to: HYDE - Perfect Moment
Mood: Endless frustration
ラベル: Ramblings
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